i'm going to blog my secrets here in the future. And i'm going to try to use proper english, and no more shortforms. Had some nice chat with brother just now, and he asked me about my love life, so how is it? haha it has never been good i guess. My love life has been a total BLANK, and i have to admit that i'm really hoping to look for that special someone now. And when I thought that i've found someone not too bad, i realise tt he probably likes someone else, n the person is my good friend, The worse thing is that, i feel that k likes him too. I guess I should probably just wish them the best if my guess is correct. I'll never want to fight for a guy with my friend, moreover i guess i don't really like him anyway. It's just a small little crush.

I'm going to meet him again on wed, of coz not only him, the eid grp will be there. I feel weird seeing k n him together, it just reminds me that i'm not as popular as k. I know that it's not healthy to think this way, but I really can't help it. I'm too competitive, I can't believe that I'll lose perhaps.